Her He likes her, that girl I pretended to be. He wants her, that girl I cannot be again. He can’t see me as a man because of her. He tells me that I should become her for him. He thinks that this is just a passing fancy. He doesn’t understand that being her is death. If he truly cares for me, he would want ME. If he really likes me, I would be enough. But he can’t seem to grasp that she isn’t real. It’d be easier if I didn’t like him. It’d be better if I didn’t want him too What am I to do? How do I handle this?

Her

He likes her, that girl I pretended to be.
He wants her, that girl I cannot be again.
He can’t see me as a man because of her.

He tells me that I should become her for him.
He thinks that this is just a passing fancy.
He doesn’t understand that being her is death.

If he truly cares for me, he would want ME.
If he really likes me, I would be enough.
But he can’t seem to grasp that she isn’t real.

It’d be easier if I didn’t like him.
It’d be better if I didn’t want him too
What am I to do? How do I handle this?

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Today is the International Day Against Homophobia And Transphobia. There are still 77 countries where homosexuality is forbidden. But I think that already a lot of things changed in the past and we get more and more equal. Don’t let the haters win, love is love and we are all the same.
Reblog this if you support LGBT rights. :)
BOYSKISSLOVE. Your place to be!
I Am… I am… A freak, an abomination. People Like me can’t actually exist. Keep my Alternative lifestyle hidden. Protect The innocence of your children. I am… Damned to hell to burn forever. I lost My salvation when I came out. It’s not Acceptable by the Bible. You pray I see the light and repent. I am… Corrupting the sanctity of marriage; The true Meaning of family destroyed. The church Is even starting to accept. You can Save nothing from our influence. I am… A friend, a sibling, a child. I am… Nothing like you make me to be. I am… You.

I Am…

I am…
A freak, an abomination.
People
Like me can’t actually exist.
Keep my
Alternative lifestyle hidden.
Protect
The innocence of your children.

I am…
Damned to hell to burn forever.
I lost
My salvation when I came out.
It’s not
Acceptable by the Bible.
You pray
I see the light and repent.

I am…
Corrupting the sanctity of marriage;
The true
Meaning of family destroyed.
The church
Is even starting to accept.
You can
Save nothing from our influence.

I am…
A friend, a sibling, a child.

I am…
Nothing like you make me to be.

I am…

You.

Binder suggestions? Does anyone have any suggestions as to the type of chest binder I can wear to a job that requires a lot of physical activity? I have some binders but with my job they aren’t doing THEIR job.

Binder suggestions?

Does anyone have any suggestions as to the type of chest binder I can wear to a job that requires a lot of physical activity? I have some binders but with my job they aren’t doing THEIR job.

Stolen Crisp, cold, clean, the darkness of winter. In the silence you hear snowflakes fall. Stand still, dare not breathe, don’t make a sound. In this moment you’re on holy ground. All seems peaceful in this frozen world. You’ve no right to this stolen moment, The calm between the storms in your life, So you treasure this time all the more.

Stolen

Crisp, cold, clean, the darkness of winter.
In the silence you hear snowflakes fall.
Stand still, dare not breathe, don’t make a sound.
In this moment you’re on holy ground.

All seems peaceful in this frozen world.
You’ve no right to this stolen moment,
The calm between the storms in your life,
So you treasure this time all the more.

So next week, I’m going to see what I can do about starting therapy. I’ve been putting it off for various reasons, no time, no money, anything. But now, I’m ready to deal with this, to become the man I know I can be. And maybe, just maybe, I can find a hormone therapy treatment that won’t have more cons than pros.

So next week, I’m going to see what I can do about starting therapy. I’ve been putting it off for various reasons, no time, no money, anything. But now, I’m ready to deal with this, to become the man I know I can be. And maybe, just maybe, I can find a hormone therapy treatment that won’t have more cons than pros.

Unseen A snowflake drifts from the gray heavens Towards the unforgiving ground below To be trampled, soiled, forgotten. So unique, lovely, yet no one cares. It’s carried on the wind, no control. There’s nothing it can do to save itself. This thing of beauty, doomed from the start, But it has no choice, except to fall. No body sees this single snowflake For what it is in the sea of white. To see the differences would mean they care. But why should they care? It will melt soon.

Unseen

A snowflake drifts from the gray heavens
Towards the unforgiving ground below
To be trampled, soiled, forgotten.
So unique, lovely, yet no one cares.

It’s carried on the wind, no control.
There’s nothing it can do to save itself.
This thing of beauty, doomed from the start,
But it has no choice, except to fall.

No body sees this single snowflake
For what it is in the sea of white.
To see the differences would mean they care.
But why should they care? It will melt soon.

A Friend Don’t look at me that way, Don’t give me hope. It hurts. My heart breaks but I smile I don’t want you to know How I feel about you Because it would ruin This friendship that we have. Do you, perhaps, love me? Or am I just a friend? What’s going through your mind When you smile at me? How do I know if it’s Just you being a friend? Or do you feel something More than only friendship? I’ve never cried before About someone I desired. Am I only a friend?

A Friend

Don’t look at me that way,
Don’t give me hope. It hurts.
My heart breaks but I smile
I don’t want you to know
How I feel about you
Because it would ruin
This friendship that we have.
Do you, perhaps, love me?
Or am I just a friend?

What’s going through your mind
When you smile at me?
How do I know if it’s
Just you being a friend?
Or do you feel something
More than only friendship?
I’ve never cried before
About someone I desired.
Am I only a friend?

Your Smile Why do you have to smile when I speak? Why do you have to be so beautiful? Because all I want to do is kiss your lips But it’s not an action you would welcome. I count the hours ‘til I see you again, My day’s not complete without you in it. But I’m only causing myself heartache ‘Cause I’m not what you want in a partner. So I’ll keep my affections to myself, Simply content to try to make you smile.

Your Smile

Why do you have to smile when I speak?
Why do you have to be so beautiful?
Because all I want to do is kiss your lips
But it’s not an action you would welcome.

I count the hours ‘til I see you again,
My day’s not complete without you in it.
But I’m only causing myself heartache
‘Cause I’m not what you want in a partner.

So I’ll keep my affections to myself,
Simply content to try to make you smile.

Passing Passing. I hate that word. To me it means that I’m not something or less than. And yet, it is the word I am forced to use when people identify me with my gender rather than my sex. Am I less than a man because I have a body different from most other men? Am I not a man because a doctor decided to label me a girl? Don’t say that I pass. I don’t pass. I am.

Passing

Passing. I hate that word.

To me it means that I’m not something or less than. And yet, it is the word I am forced to use when people identify me with my gender rather than my sex.

Am I less than a man because I have a body different from most other men? Am I not a man because a doctor decided to label me a girl?

Don’t say that I pass. I don’t pass. I am.